I have felt a little pressure to post if for no other reason than receiving some mock public ridicule via myspace from
Holly and
Lindsey. I stand accused of being lazy. (To be fair, there are long stretches of time when Holly doesn't post anything either and Lindsey is even less prolific.)
But I am lazy. I don't deny it. Anyone who knows me well knows that I am lazy.
Of course, I am also trying to finish out this hellish semester in which I have enrolled in four classes and am teaching two. I don't remember exactly why I took four classes; I think if I hadn't I'd have had to take one this summer or four next fall anyway. I'll be glad when this semester is done though, and between now and then every day is a crucial chance to work hard and stay on track (or catch up), or to slack off and fall behind. There's really only about a month left before final exams. I've got a couple presentations, three long papers/projects, to write a couple quizzes and part of a final exam, to procter a final exam, and a few exams (a couple of them final exams) to take myself, plus plenty of small homework assignments that are not difficult but time-consuming for my Italian class.
But that's the way it goes when you are in school. It definitely beats the daily grind of a typical nine to five job. I still think academia is a good fit for me.
So sometimes, I just don't even think about coming here and writing anything because it's such a low priority and I am too anxious about schoolwork to focus on it.
The truth is though, it doesn't take that much time to do what I do here and really, as cheesy as it may seem, blogging makes me feel good. So I wonder why I don't do it more.
I guess today I feel somewhat inspired. It has occurred to me that despite the limited time left in this semester, really, it's more than ample time to do what I need to do, if I only work diligently and stay focused.
Something else has happened that has definitely lifted my spirits. When I quit my last job, I applied via the Internet with several different telephone interpreter companies (thanks to Holly for helping me out by most of the searching,clicking and pasting involved with that). I had been discouraged because I never heard from any of them. Until last week. Out of the blue last Thursday I got a call from one of them and promptly did an interview over the phone. Monday I had a second interview and did an interpreting test, and shortly thereafter was informed I could work for them.
I'm not that excited about having to work an additional job BUT we do need the money. More importantly, passing their test and again proving that I am, at least on some basic level, competent as an interpreter is an amazing boost to my self esteem. And if I do have to work, setting my own hours, and working from home, interpreting, is probably ideal. Also, this way I don't have to worry anymore about replacing my TA income during the summer.
So, things are good, now that I think about it.